January 2010
10 posts
:)
I have no words right now.
But i have to say tonight was AMAZING i had so much fun like literally my friends are the greatest i wouldn’t ask for anyother friends they are perfect just the way they are.
Anyway
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Pretty Fucking Upset
So like it kinda sucks when you would do anything for a person and they mean the world to you and it feels like they could care less whether their two bestfriends are hurt by it all. Like i wanna die when i see her hurting and like it feels like it doesnt matter to her. Like she literally has everything going for her right now but she wants something that is gonna ruin everything including some of...
Can't Deal
I seriously cant deal anymore i am soo hurt all the time and it takes alot to hold back all the tears and i try really hard because i dont want to make anyone else upset but i really really cant do it anymore he has everything and always will and sometimes i feel like dying would be less painful then dealing with this
this is all for you
Even though you’re gone and far away, I feel you all around. I think about it every single day, You got away somehow I can’t sleep, It’s hard to breath, And i still feel you next to me, Now, i can see. The first one is the worst one, When it comes to a broken heart, Your first love, yeah, you’re so young, And you feel like a fallin’ star, There’s a fire in the...
I
Love my life and wouldnt change a single thing about it
I just realized
All of my blogs have been sad so i decided to write a happy one yes there are people out there who make fun of me but there are also the people out ther who stand up for me when people are making fun of me they are called my true friends and really the only people i need in my life. yes not everybody is gonna like me but who cares because as along as i have the people the matter the most to me in...
Well
I have done alot of thinking lately and I really don’t want to and i can’t be with anyone except Justin Z. I love him so much he means the world to me he is literally my everything and the sad part is he will never realize it ever. To me he is the most perfect thing in the world and if we ever got together i could see a future with him. If we were together he would have it made i would...
Well
I decided that i know i am the bigger person and if you need to attack me over other peoples status’ then obviously you are crazy like really all i know is that i am not the things you say about me and i have friends that are there for me 100% and i am there for them 100% and thats all i need i dont need fake friends or anything else like that because honestly you are worth it
so
All i really want more than anything is to not let things bother me and to be able to let things brush off my shoulders i wish i could be like all my friends and not care what people say and i wish i had help doing that
ugh
What i really don’t understand is how i am soo nice to everyone and i do a ton of things for people but still people make fun of me and people put me down like seriously i dont know what is wrong with me for everyone to be mean to me all the time like one minute they are soo super nice to your face and then say horrible things about me to other people behind my back when i thought they were...